I Am Job Less Just Because Of My Small Mistake- Please Pray.

HI PRIYA DIDI,

                        Didi plese dont reveal my email-id and name to anyone.its my request.

Didi,I visted your site for the first time..With Baba's permission and His grace I am also his devotee.I am very much  impressed by your post' "CHIT METHOD"and how devotees can get answers for their doubts,Since I too had a question I wanted to get my answer through your Chit Method.

I read it today at 7 am and tried it during my prayer time around 8:30 a.m,I went through the rules you had given,did exactly the same way,you have asked to try only once and that is Baba's answer.I had thought the chit which falls inside the plate is Baba's decision(we have kept Baba's Idol in a small plate)one fell on the plate edge,the other outside.

So I took the chit that fell on plate edge and was happy with the answer,but verry sorry to say didi,since I thought inside the plate I tried again and got the answer which I dint want.sorry didi it was my mistake.Didi I am facing a very tough time in life,I believe in Baba a lot,but due to things happening some times I lose faith in Him.

But still I believe in him.Now I dont know what to do,what to consider.how to get out of this.This question which I asked is very important to me(its about my job,I got a job in top company,with His grace and lost it now just because of  a small mistake of mine,I am a 2010 pass out graduate with no job now,only 2011 freshers are hired now,I dont have experience also.

So I am neither a fresher nor experienced ,I was thrown out of the company after 3 months of my joining,Trust me its a small mistake which trainees should not  have done but due to bad time I did it, I prayed to Baba a lot but still I lost my job).Now I believe only in Him,but sitll doubts about Baba are troubling me.I want Baba's help.So please tell me what should I do .This is the first time and your are the first person I am writing seeing a site,never  I written before.I felt I should ask you .Please Pray for me .I am in real pain ,I need prayers .Tell Baba to bless me with a job soon .

                                  

JAI SAI RAM.